living my new excuse free life

greetings!

i’ve retired my sad girl ways, my “always missing the mark ways,” my, “stop and start” ways, my “i been through alot” ways.

my new life’s mantra- because i feel i’ve been born again and renewed, committing once again to things i would have previously died for, is “no excuses”.

note this: woman’s intuition is supposed to make up for the blinding and masking that emotions cause us. it’s supposed to save you when you’re not aligned with God enough to hear the Holy Spirit.

previously i wasn’t dialed in enough with God, i’ve been sulking and drowning in feelings. wandering around this alternate universe whining, and saying “i just wanna get back to kansas,”.

yet, i covered no ground. and who was i to contest? who was i to say it should be the other way?

i’ve taken it upon myself to MAKE it go the other way.

here are some keys:

• TREAT YOUR EMOTIONS LIKE PEOPLE. hit low and drive with your legs when they are in your way. EMOTIONS ARE NEEDY, ALL THEY WANT IS ATTENTION. don’t feed into it. don’t talk to them for too long and don’t be all up in their face in public. YOU CAN SAY HI AND BYE to them.

• i’ve learned MEN DON’T DANCE WITH EMOTIONS IN PUBLIC, THEY BATTLE THEM IN PRIVATE. (talking about good men here, not the pyschos and deadbeats).
• a real man isn’t going to argue with you all night. they are solution oriented, even if that means walking away. DO NOT BATTLE WITH YOUR EMOTIONS FOR LONG

you don’t have to become a b—h, a boss, little devil, to become a powerful woman.

LISTEN TO THE WORDS OF GOD. He will tell you who and how to be and WHEN- which is arguably the most important part.

every journey starts with desire.

what do you want?

if you have a desire and no plan, that is simply a WISH.

ttyl, we fly soon.

-ash